Proof I’m Tech-Stupid - among other things
So my friends, it looks like my baby must undergo some serious healthcare. I’m talking about my lovely laptop. Me being the tech-stupid loser I am didn’t realize that my AVG 4 Free’s virus vault was overflowing with, well, viruses. I had no clue that you had to go into that vault and clear out all the viruses AVG caught. Um, Avitable…you could have told me that. And that Spybot you told me to put on my computer? Ya it allowed so many Trojans, my computer is whacked. Too bad I can’t stay mad at hairy gorilla men, since they are so rare.
Anyways, Ears is taking a look at my laptop tonight. Booth will be standing beside my baby while Ears tries his best to fix all that I’ve done wrong to my darling laptop. Hopefully he will succeed, and get rid of all those viruses. If not, well I guess I have to wipe it clean and start all over. That means I will lose all of my stories. And pictures. But more importantly stories. So ya, thanks Avitable lmfao. I’m totally kidding, but next time folks, make sure that advice is followed by a huge email explaining how to use the products. I’m seriously tech-stupid!
So last night I went out to dollar beer night with some friends. It really was not my scene, can you say ew? The girls’ bathroom was DISGUSTING with toilet bowl water overflowing all over the floor and drunk chicks falling everywhere - I mean maybe that would appeal to some guys but definitely not to me. I had some guy hump me from behind when I was trying to get back to where Booth was - not once, but four times. He apologized after every time to make it look as if the people behind him were shoving, but really, how can your frontal area be the only area that gets pushed forward? *Shivers* Unfortunately there is no footage of me falling around and wearing a crown. Kiwi forgot the crown and I didn’t bring my camera.
The sleep over that I had with the girls was that - a sleep over. We all passed out as soon as we got in. Then one of my friends dropped me off at Booth’s house on her way to work so I could hang out with Booth. We went to the garden center with Dragon and the boys and gardened. Yup, I gardened! Not very well mind you, but I’m learning!! I’m sure I’ll get better. I sort of want to work on Mom’s garden next…although that would be a lot of work haha. Talk about weeds…haha.
And tomorrow Booth is taking me out for a movie! We’re going to see The Incredible Hulk. I’m excited, we haven’t had a date night in a while - since we saw You Don’t Mess With The Zohan (hilarious movie, I recommend it, especially if you like Adam Sandler humour - this is by far his best movie). I finally got all those pictures to upload onto Facebook (before my laptop was discovered to be riddled with viruses that is). The above picture is one that a lot of people like, it’s one of those “totally caught the moment” photo. I wish that the zoom wasn’t on, and that it wasn’t so close to our faces…but other than that I love it. What do you guys think? Hmmm?
Sorry…gushing again. I’ll stop now; I’ve got to finish reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer anyway!
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Better than the Oscars!
This morning I woke up feeling a little more then smoopey. I had had a little argument the night before with my mom over my lack of time spent at home, and was feeling pretty worthless and selfish (which I shall most likely go in deeper detail about later) and I was also due in the big T.O for a doctor’s appointment - which I wasn’t very optimistic about considering doctor’s appointments in T.O last all day normally, and results are normally frustrating or depressing.
However, after I showered and readied myself for the day, I checked my phone and was shockingly surprised to see that I had received a text message from my cousin Karen. Basically, it just said “I blawgggged about you. Xo” and because I can’t contain the excitement of being blawgggged about by other writers, I rushed down to the nearest computer and was tickled pink to see that I had won an award! Me!
Karen indeed had blawgggged about me, and it was all about her presenting me with an adorable award. She made me laugh and cry…it was seriously better then CATS. Seriously…although I haven’t actually been on Broadway or even seen the play CATS but whatever, I bet it beats it!
As far as I understand, I have to award this thing to 10 people that I love THIS much, which is a difficult decision for me to make because my heart is so often bursting with love for like everyone and everything! But here it goes…in no order at all. Obviously you guys know that my blog lacks any structure and order at all 
Jessica at So Supercilious - I only recently started reading her blog, but damn it I’m hooked! You can’t tear me away from it! She reminds me very much of myself, and I can completely relate to her witty commentary of every day life. Soon enough she shall be my partner in crime (although she doesn’t really know that yet - stalkerish much? sure), filming the epic adventures of Sarcastica bar hopping at 19. She definitely is one of the few teen bloggers that I read [and thoroughly enjoy]. She’s not afraid to speak - or rather, write - her mind and for that reason Jessica, I love you THIS much!
Sarah at A Child’s Romance - Also a new read, and another new blogger that completely blows my mind! Sarah has an amazing way with words, and writes beautiful poetry! She’s witty, she’s funny, she’s real. She doesn’t fall into a sub category and that is absolutely refreshing! She blogs about a wide range of things from her own poetry writings to job frustrations (which are always hilarious to read) and friend issues. It’s great seeing that more and more people are being more open with their blogs, and Sarah is one of them. I love you THIS much Sarah, for being real and raw!
Girl, Dislocated at Girl, Dislocated - I started reading Girl, Dislocated like a year ago, and ever since the first entry I read, I’ve been hooked. GD is a woman suffering from a rare medical condition, but her outlook on life in general is just so not what you would expect it to be. No matter how bad it gets, GD has an outlook that picks even me up just by reading. She has hilarious stories of bones popping out at the most inconvenient times and by her writing, you can tell that she accepts who she is 100%, despite how hard popping your joints back in to place in the grocery store line up is. She sympathizes with me for my health woes (although I never have hilarious stories to share 
darn eh?) and makes me feel, just from reading her posts, that life is not just about a medical disorder. For that reason Girl, Dislocated, I love you THIS much!
Jess at Bumblebee Dreams - Jess was a long time lurker of mine (I think that’s what she said) and first started to comment during one of my [not so] private posts. In turn, I checked out her blog and instantly fell in love with it. Now you can’t get me a way from it! I absolutely love her writing style, and she occasionally shares very inspirational stories from her childhood that I personally can relate to in my current situation. She sees things in the same kind of light that I do, and I adore that! For being a wicked awesome person Jess, I love you THIS much!
Bennie at A Work of Art: Raising Our Exceptional Son - If you have not yet seen or read this blog, do so now. Trust me. It will open your eyes in so many ways! Bennie is an exceptional writer who is able to give you a birds eye view of what raising a child with special needs is like. The way he writes brings you right in to the life of his son, Ben, who is remarkable in every way. He’s taught me a lot about so many things, and for that Bennie, I love you THIS much. [Note to Bennie; you probably know me as Jessi/Jess from A Medical Mystery...I'm not some creepy stalker, don't worry!].
Angelique at It’s Raining Noodles - One of the Best Teen Weblog finalists in the 2008 Bloggies; and definitely one of the best teen writers out there! She definitely seems like someone I could relate to easily and get along with spectacularly as she views life the same way I do! She never fails to entertain me with her random posts, and always makes me think with her posts on life situations. For this reason Angelique, I love you THIS much!
Avitable at Avitable: Tact Is For Pussies - Definitely one of the MOST ballsy bloggers I know! Most would agree, as they are literally pictures all over the net! His sense of humour is a bit sick and twisted, but admit it…you laugh just as much as I do! Avitable has been a blogging friend of mine for years now, and although sometimes his comments have absolutely nothing to do with the posts they are supposedly in response to, that’s another reason to like him. Because he’s random…like myself (although I’m random in a less freaky/sexual way). For actually building me a pink unicorn bedroom Avitable, I love you THIS much!
Miss Britt at Miss Britt - I LOVE her writing! She’s suave and chic, but at the same time she’s honest and raw. Some of her posts make me want to cry and some of them make me double over in pain from laughing so much (thus drawing weird looks from people around me). She’s also a hilarious drunk, and for that reason Miss Britt, I love you THIS much!
NYC Watchdog at A Pile Of Dog Bones - NYC Watchdog is a really spectacular person, and I’m totally not stretching the truth. He has one of the biggest hearts out of everybody I’ve met (well figuratively anyway, through his writings) in the blogging world. He’s been through a hell of a lot that nobody should have to go through, yet still he stands and offers that same compassionate understanding that Dog is so known to have. For those reasons and a million more Dog, I love you THIS much!
Rik at Person Without a Clue - Rik has been a blog friend of mine since I started waaay back in 2005. He’s been the fatherly type, offering advice and sympathy when I mess up big and generally just being there for me. He is a thoughtful, compassionate person and it definitely shows in his writings on his own blog and in his comment responses to the whacked out stuff I have to say! Because you’re so smart Rik, I love you THIS much!
….and even though you’re technically not supposed to re-send the award back to the person who sent it to you, I just couldn’t resist…
Karen at Karen Sugarpants - She is basically the reason why I started blogging. It was her idea and suggestion that I start my first blog, the late Miss Misery Smiles, as a place to vent and pour my heart and soul into - which I have done, clearly…at the expense of some friendships and groundings. Ever since I started, I have always aspired to be as awesome as she is. I have always looked up at her and considered her to be one of my big sisters; and I feel that I am closer to her then I am my other sisters, because she’s really a cousin and that makes it easier. Sisters are supposed to piss each other off, but Karen rarely pisses me off because she’s able to look at a situation I’m in and give me an unbiased suggestion or opinion without freaking out on me for messing up. I’ve called her crying many a nights…and she’s always taken the calls and comforted me with ease. I suppose you could say I make her feel young and she makes me feel older, we are like almost the same person only at different ages. It’s wicked. For all those reasons and more Karen, I love you THIS much!
There are many more people on my list of loving THIS much but I have already been blogging now since like 10 (so an hour and half ago I started this post). Feel free to do this meme thing if you want! It is really nice to sit back and appreciate some of the fellow bloggers out there.
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Now would be the later part of this post; where I discuss my day[s] and vent about all that sucked (so like everything? No not really…I’m not totally emo). Warning: It’s basically a negativity outpour.
Yesterday I had a really crummy afternoon. I just felt so unreasonably insecure and smoopey, even before I had the argument with my mom. Well, I guess my smoopey mood as of late is not totally unreasonable, or so Dragon, Booth and I concluded. There have been a lot of things making me feel crumby. Here is the list, sort of summed up a bit:
- I feel like my relationship with my older sister is suffering due to the amount of time I spend with Booth. I can’t understand why, as I’ve been extremely careful to not intrude on newly wed time and barge in to her house everyday visiting. I find it harder to talk to her every time because she always seems so pissed off at me, and I’m sure you all have a hard time talking to someone who seems pissed off at you.
- I have been searching diligently for a part or full time job this summer, and have not yet wielded any good decent results (save for the 4 day job I have starting tomorrow - and that’s being a shakeboard dancer). Pressure is being put on me at all angles for this as my funds are being stretched hard core and school is just around the corner.
- Because I have not gone to school or worked in like 5 months, I feel like a worthless piece of noncontributing poop. I also know several important family members views on my dropping out of college…and their fears for me doing it again. I didn’t want to be known as “The College Dropout”, but I guess that dropping out of college would earn you that nickname.
- I’m sore. All the time. I barely want to move now and I hate feeling like that. Because of this feeling, I booked the appointment with my doctors, hoping that they would be able to do something about the pain. But I found out today that unfortunately they can’t do much for all my concerns. My hips pop and my ankles lock because of all the bone growths/tumours surrounding them and the looseness that is my joints and ligaments. They can’t realign my ankles because the treatment might be more worse then the now…and healing could be a long process. I might not even heal. I will be having a surgery though to shave down one of the bone growths on my ankle that I believe is the reason behind my locked up leg.
- So the possibility of a surgery brings me even more concern for the summer; as I need money and a summer job, but I also need this surgery and having a surgery will definitely put me out for a while.
Now the argument I spoke of earlier on in this post happened basically because my relationships with my parents seem strained these days. There are several reasons why they are strained; because they don’t seem to understand me and because of the fact that I’m not spending a lot of time at home. Yes, I know…the simple solution would be to spend more time at home and try to explain myself, but this is easier said then done. I’m a hard person to understand, and I sort of suck at confrontations (which is why I’m blogging about it instead of talking about it).
So why am I never home? Well that’s a good question. I would like to be home, but at the same time I just can’t be…for several reasons. A small part is that I’m concerned about my health as that mold is still in the downstairs bathrooms…and it’s worse and spreading. And I know that writing this will just piss my parents off, but its been years now. House mold is unbelievably bad for the health; mold spores stick to the lungs and cause respiratory problems on top of a million other problems. At night, I have a hard time falling asleep because I can’t breathe at night and my stomach issues are getting ridiculous. Another reason why I’m not really home is because whenever I am at home, everyone’s off doing their own thing…barely interacting with each other and they seem mad whenever I try to make conversation. I get lonely. Not to mention, I’m 18 going on 19 living in the middle of nowhere; basically when I’m home I’m stranded. Not having a license and living in the boondocks makes job searches HARD.
So ya, lately I’ve been smoopey. I’ve been taking a lot of things to heart and I know I shouldn’t but I can’t really help that. When you’re already in a bad mood and people start making bad jokes about things, you take it harder then you would if you were in a good mood.
What would fix this? Well…it’s hard to say really. Moving out would fix it for now, because I really don’t want to be here anymore if the mold is still going to be here. I take a shower and all I can smell is MOLD; because the towels touch it along the walls. I can’t sleep at night because it’s all I can smell. So I’m tired and cranky and smoopey. But moving out would seriously piss my parents off. They would think that I want to move in with Dragon and Booth to do the naughty whenever I like, which is completely not true. Like I’ve mentioned before a thousand times, if people want to do the naughty then they’ll do it regardless of their living status. They also fear that if I move out, I’ll be partying nonstop — which is completely not true. I have never really been a partier, I’m more of a homebody. On occasion I do party, but I don’t over do it (at least not in the past 4 months). But I really don’t want to piss my parents off or hurt them any more then they’ve already been hurt…but I’m not happy here and it gets harder and harder to pretend each day.
So I’m between a rock and a hard place. I haven’t even spoken to my parents yet about this because I’m afraid of their reactions. I sort of hope that they read my blog this time…because I don’t know how to explain myself.
[Anyway folks, if you read this; know that I don't want to move out...it might just be more convenient for me...at the moment anyway. Don't hate me...I love you both. Xoxoxo. It's just an idea.]
Blah. Well ya. That’s all for now I guess since this post is WAYYY to long.
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Woop Woop
No more in class lessons for me! I passed all of my tests (so 2) and now all I’ve got to do is 13 hours in car and then I’m free to take my G2 test! According to the Defensive Driving Test, I’m [in theory] an experienced driver! Woop woop! Now all I’ve got to do is actually get behind the wheel…and drive…
I have driven a few times, but I literally want to drive everywhere I want to go, just to gain more experience. I still have my in car lessons, this is true, but according to statistics the more experience behind the wheel that you get, the more likely you are to pass your G2 test on the first try (thanks Captain Obvious) so ya, I want to pass right away!
Anywho, so I had my days completely wrong, that or I had yet another miscommunication with NSN - or perhaps it was both. I’m not surprised at all that we had a miscommunication, our entire relationship was a giant miscommunication. But anyways, I expected him to come down for eleven today and he totally didn’t. I called him around that time demanding to know if he was coming and where he was…and he pointed out that he was coming down at eleven A.M Friday. Haha. Opps. Oh well, this just means that I get to be in Booth’s area early tomorrow too 
Speaking of Booth, he’s completely changed his tattoo idea from the girl in my header to this one here. Apparently, she looks more like me (since she has a rose on the same side and the lip ring on the same side). He is supposed to be starting it tonight, or tomorrow, and I already can’t wait to see what the finished product looks like. And I totally found a wicked one for me (eventually); wicked huh? The Celtic Ankh, which will represent my [somewhat] heritage at the same time as representing the Egyptian symbol for Eternal Life…even when you pass, you are still remembered in someone’s heart and thoughts
But yes, that’s all the rambling for today folks. I have a massive headache so I’m going to stay up late reading blogs and poking people on Facebook go to sleep. Or something.
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8:52 pm |
I Got Nothing
Wow. I feel completely uncreative and blah today. I don’t have anything important to say at all! It’s shocking really, usually I can’t shut up about random subjects. I’m sure that will come in time with this post, because I fully intend on filling it with meaningless chatter and rambling - those are the kind of posts that I love writing because I really can’t say which direction it’s going to go in!
I’m still feeling tired, I had trouble falling asleep last night. I think I need to change my playlist of songs that I fall asleep to around or something, since I haven’t been falling asleep lately! But in order to do that, I need my iPod connector…which I can’t find because I have no idea where I put it when I was cleaning up for the Bridal Shower. Sigh. This is why my room is messy - because I know where everything is.
Speaking of lists (or soon to be anyway, since I haven’t actually previously spoken of lists until this moment) I’ve finally started updating my old Amazon wish list like Avitable said to do in time for my birthday (which is June 15th). You don’t have to get me anything at all, I’m just doing it because it’s Wednesday and I’m bored and the gorilla man told me to. So ya, that’s well on it’s way to being done.
Anywho, I’m thinking about this summer and I’m excited! I still don’t know if I’m going to accept the rec group job…because like I said, that would require a lot more patience this year and I almost hated it last year. I’ve got my hopes on going to Edge Fest this year, and I want to go to the MHE Gathering in the states, since I’ve never been and would like to meet some of the people I have been talking to for 5 years of my life. I also want to go to Wonderland at some point. But ya, I guess the most important thing is getting a job…and a license.
I drove around Dragon’s block yesterday when my mom came to pick me up! It was awesome, and I think I did pretty damn good if I do say so myself!
I’m trying to wake Booth up. He’s still asleep and was supposed to be at the shop at 10am, but he isn’t answering his phone (so he’s ignoring it or its not near him right now) and Dragon is pretty annoyed. That boy seriously needs an alarm clock; and not me because I just get pissed when he doesn’t answer the phone. I really need my license so I can drive down to his house and dump water on his face!
And speaking of Booth…you know the girl in my header? He’s planning on getting a tattoo of her sitting on army crates. I’ve seen the design and it’s awesome he said he’s getting it for a girl he never wants to forget, me isn’t that sweet?
P.S. While I was hanging out with the girls last week, I stumbled across some awesome eye shadow! Click on these here words to see pictures of me all dolled up. I completely forget how to upload photos on the new Wordpress…which is a bit inconvenient for everyone I know. It’s so much easier to just see the pictures as you read the post…I apologize!
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Sausage Pants and Ceiling Cats
I got up early for a change today, because my dad said he would be driving me to Booth’s house before he goes to work…and he usually goes to work very early. So here I am, up early…dressed in my sausage pants because I can’t afford to buy jeans that actually fit right. Instead I get to wear the same pairs I’ve been wearing since my early days of high school. By the way, pants that you’ve had for like 5 years will make you look like your a sausage in casing…no matter how thin you are. I feel and look like a sausage. I can’t even nap on the couch because these damn things are so damn tight! Ah well, the tighter the pants the harder to get into them I always say!
Not to mention, I have yet to do my wash so I have nothing else to wear except for dresses. I don’t feel like wearing a dress today…and I wore one the other day when Booth and I hung out. It was my super kick ass emo dress, which I love and will have to somehow take a picture of to post. Alas, I don’t have a camera anymore I busted it at the volunteer weekend.
So whenever I get the money, this is my shopping list:
- Top of the line camera
- Several pairs of nice-but-comfortable fitting jeans
- Pretty tops
- Party tops
- Scrapbook stuff (because I actually plan on taking scrapbooking up - yep, I’m that cool)
Hmm. I think that’s it for my shopping list.
Anyways, June the 15th can not come fast enough. I’m completely pumped for my birthday this year, not only will I be 19 but I’m actually going to do something for a change. Usually I talk about how I’m going to throw a huge pool/backyard party, but I never do. I would have last year but the pool wasn’t even open so ya, no point in a backyard pool party eh? This year, JD is taking me clubbing with a bunch of people; we’re going to take a limo there So yes, definitely reason to be excited!
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Holy Freakin’ Pasta
For lunch Friday, I had spaghetti.
For dinner Friday, I had spaghetti.
For dinner Saturday, I had alfredo (that Booth made me…it was quite good).
For lunch Sunday, I had baked pasta from Casey’s.
For dinner Sunday, I had left-over spaghetti from Friday.
For dinner today, I also had left-over spaghetti from Friday.
Holy freaking pasta…if I keep this up, I’m going to weigh 300 pounds by McPout’s wedding. I think today I just have pasta frustration, and I crave a steak. But I totally know what’s for dinner tomorrow night…since Mom made so much freaking pasta Friday night for Dad’s little dinner party with his friends.
I have the perfect idea for my next tattoo, which I will be getting hopefully after McPout’s wedding (since she would totally kill me if I got it now…heh. I don’t feel like dying today);
What do y’all think? I totally like it. Obviously, I’m going to have my artist do it his own way…because he’s really awesome at it. I want it on my back, in between my shoulder blades. Another easy hiding place.
Booth - who is also very good at designing tattoos - is designing my third tattoo. I told him what I wanted, where it was going, and he’ll draw it up for me. It’s a secret until further notice; all I’ll say is that it will be going on my lower back…ya, they call that the “tramp stamp” apparently…according to the Yuk Yuk’s comedian Saturday night. Heh.
Ya, I know I totally said that one was enough for me…but I lied. As Mom says, I’m taking my would be “shoe fetish” and turning it into a “tattoo fetish”. I am completely aware that these pieces of art work will be on my body for the rest of my life, but so will all the surgery scars.
Bleh. I’m bored. I can’t sleep yet. I’ve been having a lot of trouble falling asleep lately, or staying asleep. I’m stressed/excited about all the wedding jazz ~ the bridal shower is this Saturday and I’m going to majorly clean this house (but I’m leaving all the paperwork in the family room for my mom to deal with, or she’ll freak out on my ass…besides…I don’t mess with T-4s). Every time I fall asleep, I have crazy ass dreams. I can never remember them, only that they unsettle me.
Anyways, the bridal shower should be interesting. 50 people in our house and it’s supposed to snow…great. Plus, Granny and Papa will be meeting Booth for the first time ever. I hope they like him as much as I do. So far, everybody else does!
On top of the bridal shower and wedding, my mind is in fast forward to September. I’m still waiting to hear back from College of Choice, and my refund for semester 2 from my old college went directly to OSAP so now I don’t get any money back. I don’t even know if I will be going to college now. So I’m worried about that. I know that Mom and Dad will swing it, but I feel insanely bad. I should have listened to Dad when he suggested that I take some time off to think about what I wanted to do.
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M.I.A
Sorry that I disappeared for a couple days there, I assure you that I definitely was up to no good…like usual. I’ve had an amazing week and seriously can’t stop smiling about it!! First I found out that I won a Bloggie, and that was pretty cool. Then I went to Peterpops house and we had a really hilarious night of changing our cell phone voice mail messages to random things (mine is currently “That’ll do pig, that’ll do” in a really pathetic attempt at a British accent…and I have to change it cause it makes no sense heh). The next day (which was Tuesday) Peterpops and I went down to Booth’s shop so she could get her Madonna pierced.
Doesn’t it look awesome? She did well. I thought she was going to pass out because she was so nervous about it, but she didn’t! She took it like a champ! I wish I could have caught it on video camera but alas I don’t have one so I couldn’t
Randomly my cousin showed up on Tuesday! It was so strange, I hadn’t seen him for years! So Jo and I went back with him to his house to hang out. The first night it was just Jo, Mike, one of Mike’s friends and myself. Jo and I stole Mike’s camera while he and his friend were elsewhere and filmed each other dancing and then singing, it is so hilarious and once Mike puts them up on Youtube I’m totally going to post it! I wish I had a camera myself, because damn that was a funny night!
Wednesday we picked up Booth and hung out yet again. I wish someone would have thought to film us all playing Singstar - because that was hilarious! The longer the night went on the worse I sounded though and the night went on for a very long time.
Thursday was the St. Patrick’s Day themed dance at the recreational group, and Booth actually came with me! He is the first boyfriend to ever show an interest in the rec group (NSN wasn’t very interested in it and only went because I was there and that is where we met). He was amazing with the members too, he even danced! Fuzz still hasn’t danced yet and he’s been going to the rec group dances for over a year now! Booth did an awesome job as a DJ too.
If I had high speed, I would totally do an interview with Booth and post it. I want everybody to see just how amazing he is, and I really don’t have a doubt in my mind that he’s faking it. He always looks me in the eyes when he talks to me, even if it’s just asking me if I’m thirsty. I don’t know why I couldn’t see all the bad signs when I was with NSN - like how he avoided making eye contact with me all the time. Booth is just so different from everybody I know and have dated. He knows me so well and we haven’t been dating that long at all.I am trying really hard to keep my head above the water here, since the last thing my heart can take is another major let down. But I’ve had 4 bad relationships before Booth, so isn’t it time for something good?
I know that saying, if it seems to good to be true, then it probably is comes to mind for many people…like Peterpops. But I don’t know…there’s just something different about him. He does have his flaws - just like I do - but that’s what makes him appeal to me more. Who wants to be with someone who is way too perfect? Imperfections are perfect…if that makes sense.
And did I mention yet that he is my Edward? Yep. Totally same reactions that Bella has with Edward in the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. And his middle name is actually Edward, heh.
Anyways, I really should get back to cleaning the house. My dad is having people over tonight, so he wants it spotless. I hate cleaning…gah. I’m totally not the domestic type, I’d rather order pizza then cook anything…heh. I’m supposed to go to one of the member’s houses for a dinner party tonight, so that should be lots of fun. I’ve been looking forward to it for a while now.
Then tomorrow is my date night with Booth! We’re going to a Yuk Yuks fundraiser for the rec group…and guess what? He went last year, and remembers that I was there (wearing the same shirt I wore yesterday). I remember seeing him too; he was wearing a blazer, jeans and a t-shirt and I remember talking to one of the female volunteers about how he was hot. Heh.
So yes, the mop is calling…I wish I could hang up on it.
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Ooo snap my picture cause I’m a mini-celeb now!
Just when I thought that my day would not improve under such dire circumstances (since my hair looks ridiculous, my eyebrows are uneven, I have a pimple (EW) and I had to go out looking like that AND I lost the ball of my lip ring while shopping at the mall since apparently my fine motor skills are disappearing so I had to go bug my boyfriend at work and get him to fix my lip ring issue), I came home to find an IM from Avitable saying “congratulations for winning the 2008 Bloggies for best teen weblog”.
At first I was all like, what? I thought that wasn’t supposed to be announced until like March. Then I totally clued in that it was March, so I went to see for myself if it was true…cause you know, sometimes Avitable likes to pull peoples legs. Sometimes.
But no, it was true. I actually did win the 2008 Bloggies for best teen weblog. Shockingly. Uh oh, does this mean people will have expectations of me now?
Well great. I hope this doesn’t mean that I can’t blog without wearing a bra or cut my own hair (and butcher it) or continue in a downward spiral with “rebellious behaviour”? Ya, because you know it’s totally rebellious to not wear a bra when you blog. Mhmm.
Don’t worry though: I’m not going to change. Seriously. I’ll be like the Britney of the blogging world, only without the drug addiction and kids…and baldness. Ok so maybe Britney was the worst example, perhaps I’ll be more like Tara Reid, what with my infamous party girl personality. Yup, expect the drunk pictures/videos and hilarious stories to continue to fly your way, because I’m enjoying it while I can. After college it’s called alcoholism.
But yes, I’m very thankful to have won the 2008 Bloggies. Thank you to everyone who voted for me and I promise that now that I’ve won Best Teen Weblog, I’ll focus on world peace and all that. Seriously though, thanks again for voting and anybody who did vote for me gets an air kiss…MUHA!
P.S. My mommy fixed the gold shirt problem, and now it’s as good as new! I’ll just have to avoid wearing it when I’m going to drink…
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