Proof I’m Tech-Stupid - among other things
So my friends, it looks like my baby must undergo some serious healthcare. I’m talking about my lovely laptop. Me being the tech-stupid loser I am didn’t realize that my AVG 4 Free’s virus vault was overflowing with, well, viruses. I had no clue that you had to go into that vault and clear out all the viruses AVG caught. Um, Avitable…you could have told me that. And that Spybot you told me to put on my computer? Ya it allowed so many Trojans, my computer is whacked. Too bad I can’t stay mad at hairy gorilla men, since they are so rare.
Anyways, Ears is taking a look at my laptop tonight. Booth will be standing beside my baby while Ears tries his best to fix all that I’ve done wrong to my darling laptop. Hopefully he will succeed, and get rid of all those viruses. If not, well I guess I have to wipe it clean and start all over. That means I will lose all of my stories. And pictures. But more importantly stories. So ya, thanks Avitable lmfao. I’m totally kidding, but next time folks, make sure that advice is followed by a huge email explaining how to use the products. I’m seriously tech-stupid!
So last night I went out to dollar beer night with some friends. It really was not my scene, can you say ew? The girls’ bathroom was DISGUSTING with toilet bowl water overflowing all over the floor and drunk chicks falling everywhere - I mean maybe that would appeal to some guys but definitely not to me. I had some guy hump me from behind when I was trying to get back to where Booth was - not once, but four times. He apologized after every time to make it look as if the people behind him were shoving, but really, how can your frontal area be the only area that gets pushed forward? *Shivers* Unfortunately there is no footage of me falling around and wearing a crown. Kiwi forgot the crown and I didn’t bring my camera.
The sleep over that I had with the girls was that - a sleep over. We all passed out as soon as we got in. Then one of my friends dropped me off at Booth’s house on her way to work so I could hang out with Booth. We went to the garden center with Dragon and the boys and gardened. Yup, I gardened! Not very well mind you, but I’m learning!! I’m sure I’ll get better. I sort of want to work on Mom’s garden next…although that would be a lot of work haha. Talk about weeds…haha.
And tomorrow Booth is taking me out for a movie! We’re going to see The Incredible Hulk. I’m excited, we haven’t had a date night in a while - since we saw You Don’t Mess With The Zohan (hilarious movie, I recommend it, especially if you like Adam Sandler humour - this is by far his best movie). I finally got all those pictures to upload onto Facebook (before my laptop was discovered to be riddled with viruses that is). The above picture is one that a lot of people like, it’s one of those “totally caught the moment” photo. I wish that the zoom wasn’t on, and that it wasn’t so close to our faces…but other than that I love it. What do you guys think? Hmmm?
Sorry…gushing again. I’ll stop now; I’ve got to finish reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer anyway!
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8:20 pm |
Birthdays and Hospitals
Yesterday, I went to my grandparents house for dinner to celebrate my birthday/fathers day. As usual, Granny put together an amazing meal of turkey, potatoes, stuffing, and other mouth watering foods (that I’m craving right now). There was a choice of birthday cake or pie for desert, and conversation flowed. Not so much from me…I was really bummed out that Booth couldn’t be there to join in on the festivities. He really wanted to be, and I really wanted him there…but my parents decided due to some altercations he would not attend. So I didn’t get to spend my birthday with him, but thats okay…I’m sure there will be many more.
I got lovely cards from my grandparents and parents, and my grandparents promised to take me out shopping when they get back to their cruise. That will be interesting, because I’m not too sure Granny likes my “style”. Oh well, I do need more “professional” clothes for interviews and perhaps office jobs (if I can snag one). Mom and Dad bought me a really wicked Samsung S760 camera, and I’ve already taken a few pictures with it. The big test will be tomorrow when I get to hang out with Booth for the day. We’re going job hunting at the mall, I’ll be handing in my resume to the temp agency that provides temporary jobs in offices for people. Dragon told me about it; and I think it would be perfect, I can be on their call list from now until forever if I wanted too…only accepting job offers when I’m available. So I could apply now and still have my surgery and a job. Wicked huh? Booth is also applying at the temp agency, only for more “manly” work - haha. This is the perfect second job for him because he has the tattoo shop plus extra work whenever it’s needed.
My pre-op appointment was today. It went…well I guess. They drew blood to test for clotting, only the first time the nurse tried it, I guess the tube thing had a hole in it and all my blood leaked out onto the pillow so we had to try again in the other arm. That was pretty interesting. They did some heart tests and sent me for a chest x-ray to ensure that everything is hunky dory with my heart and respiratory system. I still don’t have a date yet, my doctor’s secretary will call when she has one. I’m hoping it’ll be sooner rather than later, I want to be all healed and ready to go for September.
I’m pretty excited to go back to school. Although I am slightly nervous about taking accounting programs…I’m sure McPout will help me out, since she’s really good at that kind of thing. If not, I’ll get a tutor or something.
So JD would like me to go to a bar with her this Thursday. I’m still not too sure I want to go…yes, I would enjoy some time seeing my old friends…but at the same time, I already know the bar scene will not be for me. Especially not now in this “day and age”. Just saying that makes me feel old, but it’s so true! Bars aren’t safe. The ones that don’t have metal detectors are dangerous because people can sneak weapons in and like stab you and the ones that do have metal detectors are even more dangerous because everyone knows when you don’t have a weapon on you to defend yourself. It’s a lose-lose situation in my opinion. There is so much violence in bars now, it gets worse and worse every year. I blame rap music and the media for our generation thinking they are so tough and such gangstas.
Anyways, I’d rather just go out for dinner at a restaurant and order a drink. I know that’s slightly more expensive, but there is less of a risk of being attacked. We’ll see though, I can’t be 19 and not go to a bar ever…I’ll just make sure I have my group of boys to protect me, especially Booth. He would never let anything bad happen to me, even when we’re sitting in Dragon’s garage he pays attention to all details to ensure I’m safe. Heck, that boy has saved me from my own feet too many times to count! He really is my knight in shining Armour, hehe.
Bah. I miss him 
good thing I get to see him tomorrow. And I’ll get to see him Thursday, if we go out with JD.
Tonight my plan is to continue reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer - its totally awesome! I can’t think Avitable enough for getting me it!! He claims its possibly better than the Twilight series…but although The Host is awesome, in my personal opinion… Twilight still kicks some serious ass. Perhaps I’m biased though, since I fell in love with like all the characters…
Anyways, read them all if you haven’t yet or I will send my minions after each and every one of you!
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7:27 pm |
Better than the Oscars!
This morning I woke up feeling a little more then smoopey. I had had a little argument the night before with my mom over my lack of time spent at home, and was feeling pretty worthless and selfish (which I shall most likely go in deeper detail about later) and I was also due in the big T.O for a doctor’s appointment - which I wasn’t very optimistic about considering doctor’s appointments in T.O last all day normally, and results are normally frustrating or depressing.
However, after I showered and readied myself for the day, I checked my phone and was shockingly surprised to see that I had received a text message from my cousin Karen. Basically, it just said “I blawgggged about you. Xo” and because I can’t contain the excitement of being blawgggged about by other writers, I rushed down to the nearest computer and was tickled pink to see that I had won an award! Me!
Karen indeed had blawgggged about me, and it was all about her presenting me with an adorable award. She made me laugh and cry…it was seriously better then CATS. Seriously…although I haven’t actually been on Broadway or even seen the play CATS but whatever, I bet it beats it!
As far as I understand, I have to award this thing to 10 people that I love THIS much, which is a difficult decision for me to make because my heart is so often bursting with love for like everyone and everything! But here it goes…in no order at all. Obviously you guys know that my blog lacks any structure and order at all 
Jessica at So Supercilious - I only recently started reading her blog, but damn it I’m hooked! You can’t tear me away from it! She reminds me very much of myself, and I can completely relate to her witty commentary of every day life. Soon enough she shall be my partner in crime (although she doesn’t really know that yet - stalkerish much? sure), filming the epic adventures of Sarcastica bar hopping at 19. She definitely is one of the few teen bloggers that I read [and thoroughly enjoy]. She’s not afraid to speak - or rather, write - her mind and for that reason Jessica, I love you THIS much!
Sarah at A Child’s Romance - Also a new read, and another new blogger that completely blows my mind! Sarah has an amazing way with words, and writes beautiful poetry! She’s witty, she’s funny, she’s real. She doesn’t fall into a sub category and that is absolutely refreshing! She blogs about a wide range of things from her own poetry writings to job frustrations (which are always hilarious to read) and friend issues. It’s great seeing that more and more people are being more open with their blogs, and Sarah is one of them. I love you THIS much Sarah, for being real and raw!
Girl, Dislocated at Girl, Dislocated - I started reading Girl, Dislocated like a year ago, and ever since the first entry I read, I’ve been hooked. GD is a woman suffering from a rare medical condition, but her outlook on life in general is just so not what you would expect it to be. No matter how bad it gets, GD has an outlook that picks even me up just by reading. She has hilarious stories of bones popping out at the most inconvenient times and by her writing, you can tell that she accepts who she is 100%, despite how hard popping your joints back in to place in the grocery store line up is. She sympathizes with me for my health woes (although I never have hilarious stories to share darn eh?) and makes me feel, just from reading her posts, that life is not just about a medical disorder. For that reason Girl, Dislocated, I love you THIS much!
Jess at Bumblebee Dreams - Jess was a long time lurker of mine (I think that’s what she said) and first started to comment during one of my [not so] private posts. In turn, I checked out her blog and instantly fell in love with it. Now you can’t get me a way from it! I absolutely love her writing style, and she occasionally shares very inspirational stories from her childhood that I personally can relate to in my current situation. She sees things in the same kind of light that I do, and I adore that! For being a wicked awesome person Jess, I love you THIS much!
Bennie at A Work of Art: Raising Our Exceptional Son - If you have not yet seen or read this blog, do so now. Trust me. It will open your eyes in so many ways! Bennie is an exceptional writer who is able to give you a birds eye view of what raising a child with special needs is like. The way he writes brings you right in to the life of his son, Ben, who is remarkable in every way. He’s taught me a lot about so many things, and for that Bennie, I love you THIS much. [Note to Bennie; you probably know me as Jessi/Jess from A Medical Mystery...I'm not some creepy stalker, don't worry!].
Angelique at It’s Raining Noodles - One of the Best Teen Weblog finalists in the 2008 Bloggies; and definitely one of the best teen writers out there! She definitely seems like someone I could relate to easily and get along with spectacularly as she views life the same way I do! She never fails to entertain me with her random posts, and always makes me think with her posts on life situations. For this reason Angelique, I love you THIS much!
Avitable at Avitable: Tact Is For Pussies - Definitely one of the MOST ballsy bloggers I know! Most would agree, as they are literally pictures all over the net! His sense of humour is a bit sick and twisted, but admit it…you laugh just as much as I do! Avitable has been a blogging friend of mine for years now, and although sometimes his comments have absolutely nothing to do with the posts they are supposedly in response to, that’s another reason to like him. Because he’s random…like myself (although I’m random in a less freaky/sexual way). For actually building me a pink unicorn bedroom Avitable, I love you THIS much!
Miss Britt at Miss Britt - I LOVE her writing! She’s suave and chic, but at the same time she’s honest and raw. Some of her posts make me want to cry and some of them make me double over in pain from laughing so much (thus drawing weird looks from people around me). She’s also a hilarious drunk, and for that reason Miss Britt, I love you THIS much!
NYC Watchdog at A Pile Of Dog Bones - NYC Watchdog is a really spectacular person, and I’m totally not stretching the truth. He has one of the biggest hearts out of everybody I’ve met (well figuratively anyway, through his writings) in the blogging world. He’s been through a hell of a lot that nobody should have to go through, yet still he stands and offers that same compassionate understanding that Dog is so known to have. For those reasons and a million more Dog, I love you THIS much!
Rik at Person Without a Clue - Rik has been a blog friend of mine since I started waaay back in 2005. He’s been the fatherly type, offering advice and sympathy when I mess up big and generally just being there for me. He is a thoughtful, compassionate person and it definitely shows in his writings on his own blog and in his comment responses to the whacked out stuff I have to say! Because you’re so smart Rik, I love you THIS much!
….and even though you’re technically not supposed to re-send the award back to the person who sent it to you, I just couldn’t resist…
Karen at Karen Sugarpants - She is basically the reason why I started blogging. It was her idea and suggestion that I start my first blog, the late Miss Misery Smiles, as a place to vent and pour my heart and soul into - which I have done, clearly…at the expense of some friendships and groundings. Ever since I started, I have always aspired to be as awesome as she is. I have always looked up at her and considered her to be one of my big sisters; and I feel that I am closer to her then I am my other sisters, because she’s really a cousin and that makes it easier. Sisters are supposed to piss each other off, but Karen rarely pisses me off because she’s able to look at a situation I’m in and give me an unbiased suggestion or opinion without freaking out on me for messing up. I’ve called her crying many a nights…and she’s always taken the calls and comforted me with ease. I suppose you could say I make her feel young and she makes me feel older, we are like almost the same person only at different ages. It’s wicked. For all those reasons and more Karen, I love you THIS much!
There are many more people on my list of loving THIS much but I have already been blogging now since like 10 (so an hour and half ago I started this post). Feel free to do this meme thing if you want! It is really nice to sit back and appreciate some of the fellow bloggers out there.
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Now would be the later part of this post; where I discuss my day[s] and vent about all that sucked (so like everything? No not really…I’m not totally emo). Warning: It’s basically a negativity outpour.
Yesterday I had a really crummy afternoon. I just felt so unreasonably insecure and smoopey, even before I had the argument with my mom. Well, I guess my smoopey mood as of late is not totally unreasonable, or so Dragon, Booth and I concluded. There have been a lot of things making me feel crumby. Here is the list, sort of summed up a bit:
- I feel like my relationship with my older sister is suffering due to the amount of time I spend with Booth. I can’t understand why, as I’ve been extremely careful to not intrude on newly wed time and barge in to her house everyday visiting. I find it harder to talk to her every time because she always seems so pissed off at me, and I’m sure you all have a hard time talking to someone who seems pissed off at you.
- I have been searching diligently for a part or full time job this summer, and have not yet wielded any good decent results (save for the 4 day job I have starting tomorrow - and that’s being a shakeboard dancer). Pressure is being put on me at all angles for this as my funds are being stretched hard core and school is just around the corner.
- Because I have not gone to school or worked in like 5 months, I feel like a worthless piece of noncontributing poop. I also know several important family members views on my dropping out of college…and their fears for me doing it again. I didn’t want to be known as “The College Dropout”, but I guess that dropping out of college would earn you that nickname.
- I’m sore. All the time. I barely want to move now and I hate feeling like that. Because of this feeling, I booked the appointment with my doctors, hoping that they would be able to do something about the pain. But I found out today that unfortunately they can’t do much for all my concerns. My hips pop and my ankles lock because of all the bone growths/tumours surrounding them and the looseness that is my joints and ligaments. They can’t realign my ankles because the treatment might be more worse then the now…and healing could be a long process. I might not even heal. I will be having a surgery though to shave down one of the bone growths on my ankle that I believe is the reason behind my locked up leg.
- So the possibility of a surgery brings me even more concern for the summer; as I need money and a summer job, but I also need this surgery and having a surgery will definitely put me out for a while.
Now the argument I spoke of earlier on in this post happened basically because my relationships with my parents seem strained these days. There are several reasons why they are strained; because they don’t seem to understand me and because of the fact that I’m not spending a lot of time at home. Yes, I know…the simple solution would be to spend more time at home and try to explain myself, but this is easier said then done. I’m a hard person to understand, and I sort of suck at confrontations (which is why I’m blogging about it instead of talking about it).
So why am I never home? Well that’s a good question. I would like to be home, but at the same time I just can’t be…for several reasons. A small part is that I’m concerned about my health as that mold is still in the downstairs bathrooms…and it’s worse and spreading. And I know that writing this will just piss my parents off, but its been years now. House mold is unbelievably bad for the health; mold spores stick to the lungs and cause respiratory problems on top of a million other problems. At night, I have a hard time falling asleep because I can’t breathe at night and my stomach issues are getting ridiculous. Another reason why I’m not really home is because whenever I am at home, everyone’s off doing their own thing…barely interacting with each other and they seem mad whenever I try to make conversation. I get lonely. Not to mention, I’m 18 going on 19 living in the middle of nowhere; basically when I’m home I’m stranded. Not having a license and living in the boondocks makes job searches HARD.
So ya, lately I’ve been smoopey. I’ve been taking a lot of things to heart and I know I shouldn’t but I can’t really help that. When you’re already in a bad mood and people start making bad jokes about things, you take it harder then you would if you were in a good mood.
What would fix this? Well…it’s hard to say really. Moving out would fix it for now, because I really don’t want to be here anymore if the mold is still going to be here. I take a shower and all I can smell is MOLD; because the towels touch it along the walls. I can’t sleep at night because it’s all I can smell. So I’m tired and cranky and smoopey. But moving out would seriously piss my parents off. They would think that I want to move in with Dragon and Booth to do the naughty whenever I like, which is completely not true. Like I’ve mentioned before a thousand times, if people want to do the naughty then they’ll do it regardless of their living status. They also fear that if I move out, I’ll be partying nonstop — which is completely not true. I have never really been a partier, I’m more of a homebody. On occasion I do party, but I don’t over do it (at least not in the past 4 months). But I really don’t want to piss my parents off or hurt them any more then they’ve already been hurt…but I’m not happy here and it gets harder and harder to pretend each day.
So I’m between a rock and a hard place. I haven’t even spoken to my parents yet about this because I’m afraid of their reactions. I sort of hope that they read my blog this time…because I don’t know how to explain myself.
[Anyway folks, if you read this; know that I don't want to move out...it might just be more convenient for me...at the moment anyway. Don't hate me...I love you both. Xoxoxo. It's just an idea.]
Blah. Well ya. That’s all for now I guess since this post is WAYYY to long.
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9:33 pm |
In My PERSONAL Opinion;
*Just a warning, this post is going to be VERY long and I’m probably going to be rambling on a lot in it cause I have a lot on my mind, but deal with it 
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Well that was a spectacular weekend! No really, it was…I’m not being sarcastic. Well…maybe a little, there were some tiny parts to it that were slightly frustrating and annoying, but in my opinion each day can not go by perfectly. Something always has to happen, big or small, to make you go “grr”.
Anywho, I was home briefly yesterday for mother’s day, but didn’t have enough time to write a decent post. I just wanted to update quickly. As I write this, I’m trying to load my gmail to see if anybody has contacted me about the password for this hear post. If you haven’t yet, you should get on that and contact me. I fixed the contact page again so now it should be working just fine and dandy. Nobody will be denied the password; unless I don’t want you reading it…then maybe. But ya, try anyway
Oopps I’m sort of getting off topic a bit. I wanted to go in to detail about my weekend since I haven’t had a chance to do that yet. I spent most of it with Booth and our mutual awesome friends, hanging out and just having a grand old time. Dragon’s granddaughter (or something like that) came over with her boyfriend, who just so happens to be another one of the tattoo artists. We’ll call him…Ears. Because he has those spacer things in his ears and I find I’m often drawn to it because honestly, spacers freak me out…just a little. But ya, Ears is an awesome guy and he’s really cool except for having scary ears. His girlfriend is pretty nice too (for the most part, she can be bitchy and weird but meh what girls aren’t?) and guess what? They might be selling me their second car (that neither of them use because Ears has an awesome souped (is that how you spell it?) car that he drives and his girlfriend doesn’t have her license)!
It’s a white 1990 4 door Honda Accord Ya I know, it’s like a year younger than me (literally) but Ears takes really good care of his cars, and it does need some work, but I just so happen to know like 4 guys who are obsessed with all things cars and definitely know their cars, (Booth, Bear, T, and Ears) who offered to do the work on it for free, if I get the parts. The price is definitely right on it and the only thing “wrong” with it is that it needs a new exhaust, front to back. Yeah I know, that can be pricey if I plan on taking it to a mechanic but Ears has a cousin who works in a shop that could get me the parts for discount (if I go through Ears to get them). So woop woop! I might very well have a car in the next couple of months! I’m just waiting to hear back from the insurance company with my quote. Isn’t this exciting? It is to me
And my mom has been letting me drive more often lately! Last night I drove back to Booth’s house, and today I drove home from Booth’s house. I feel way more comfortable driving now then I did half a year ago, and Mom even said that I’ve improved Yes, I still make mistakes but I literally haven’t even had a full hours worth of driving…yet. I’m getting there, and this Friday I start my in car lessons with Young Drivers. I’m both excited and a wee bit nervous about it, I hope my instructor is cool and calm. I hate it when people freak out at me for making mistakes; that’s not how you deal with mistakes. Someone freaking out with me just startles me, and that’s never a good thing.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately, about a lot of different things. One of the things I’ve been thinking about lately is maturity. I think that I have grown a lot in the past 3 months alone, I mean I wouldn’t even get behind the wheel to drive - which is why it has taken me so long to get my license on the go. I’m also thinking about some people that I know and the vulgarities that constantly surround them. I’m basically cleaning out my closet, so to speak, so that I can move on because I don’t want to be stuck with any labels that aren’t in a good light. I’ve noticed that I do tend to get annoyed with people who, in my opinion, act a little over the top. It blows my mind that people have such a hard time covering up, or speaking without swearing in conversation. Ten years from now, I want to be able to look back on myself and think “ya, I had fun…but I didn’t over do it.” I know many people who aren’t going to be able to say that.
Oh well though, I guess I just have to accept the fact that the majority of today’s youth are flossies and skanks who show off way to much of their body due to several self esteem issues.
Ok, I think I shall end this rant now since it is quite long enough as it is
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Woop Woop
No more in class lessons for me! I passed all of my tests (so 2) and now all I’ve got to do is 13 hours in car and then I’m free to take my G2 test! According to the Defensive Driving Test, I’m [in theory] an experienced driver! Woop woop! Now all I’ve got to do is actually get behind the wheel…and drive…
I have driven a few times, but I literally want to drive everywhere I want to go, just to gain more experience. I still have my in car lessons, this is true, but according to statistics the more experience behind the wheel that you get, the more likely you are to pass your G2 test on the first try (thanks Captain Obvious) so ya, I want to pass right away!
Anywho, so I had my days completely wrong, that or I had yet another miscommunication with NSN - or perhaps it was both. I’m not surprised at all that we had a miscommunication, our entire relationship was a giant miscommunication. But anyways, I expected him to come down for eleven today and he totally didn’t. I called him around that time demanding to know if he was coming and where he was…and he pointed out that he was coming down at eleven A.M Friday. Haha. Opps. Oh well, this just means that I get to be in Booth’s area early tomorrow too
Speaking of Booth, he’s completely changed his tattoo idea from the girl in my header to this one here. Apparently, she looks more like me (since she has a rose on the same side and the lip ring on the same side). He is supposed to be starting it tonight, or tomorrow, and I already can’t wait to see what the finished product looks like. And I totally found a wicked one for me (eventually); wicked huh? The Celtic Ankh, which will represent my [somewhat] heritage at the same time as representing the Egyptian symbol for Eternal Life…even when you pass, you are still remembered in someone’s heart and thoughts
But yes, that’s all the rambling for today folks. I have a massive headache so I’m going to stay up late reading blogs and poking people on Facebook go to sleep. Or something.
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8:52 pm |
I Got Nothing
Wow. I feel completely uncreative and blah today. I don’t have anything important to say at all! It’s shocking really, usually I can’t shut up about random subjects. I’m sure that will come in time with this post, because I fully intend on filling it with meaningless chatter and rambling - those are the kind of posts that I love writing because I really can’t say which direction it’s going to go in!
I’m still feeling tired, I had trouble falling asleep last night. I think I need to change my playlist of songs that I fall asleep to around or something, since I haven’t been falling asleep lately! But in order to do that, I need my iPod connector…which I can’t find because I have no idea where I put it when I was cleaning up for the Bridal Shower. Sigh. This is why my room is messy - because I know where everything is.
Speaking of lists (or soon to be anyway, since I haven’t actually previously spoken of lists until this moment) I’ve finally started updating my old Amazon wish list like Avitable said to do in time for my birthday (which is June 15th). You don’t have to get me anything at all, I’m just doing it because it’s Wednesday and I’m bored and the gorilla man told me to. So ya, that’s well on it’s way to being done.
Anywho, I’m thinking about this summer and I’m excited! I still don’t know if I’m going to accept the rec group job…because like I said, that would require a lot more patience this year and I almost hated it last year. I’ve got my hopes on going to Edge Fest this year, and I want to go to the MHE Gathering in the states, since I’ve never been and would like to meet some of the people I have been talking to for 5 years of my life. I also want to go to Wonderland at some point. But ya, I guess the most important thing is getting a job…and a license.
I drove around Dragon’s block yesterday when my mom came to pick me up! It was awesome, and I think I did pretty damn good if I do say so myself!
I’m trying to wake Booth up. He’s still asleep and was supposed to be at the shop at 10am, but he isn’t answering his phone (so he’s ignoring it or its not near him right now) and Dragon is pretty annoyed. That boy seriously needs an alarm clock; and not me because I just get pissed when he doesn’t answer the phone. I really need my license so I can drive down to his house and dump water on his face!
And speaking of Booth…you know the girl in my header? He’s planning on getting a tattoo of her sitting on army crates. I’ve seen the design and it’s awesome he said he’s getting it for a girl he never wants to forget, me isn’t that sweet?
P.S. While I was hanging out with the girls last week, I stumbled across some awesome eye shadow! Click on these here words to see pictures of me all dolled up. I completely forget how to upload photos on the new Wordpress…which is a bit inconvenient for everyone I know. It’s so much easier to just see the pictures as you read the post…I apologize!
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10:28 am |
Damn Face of the Earth…
I keep falling off it! I know, I’m sorry. I was away from home for a bit…hanging out with Booth and the Dragon. By hanging out, I totally mean working my sassy little butt off. We’re trying to get the shop up and running by May 15th. The dry wall just went up today; and since Friday we’ve been cleaning and knocking down walls and puttying etc etc. I’ve been a busy girl!
My [extended] weekend was awesome. Sunday was my mom’s birthday (as I mentioned) and we all made her dinner, and ate by candle light. It was pretty awesome. Then we watched Desperate Housewives The rest of the days I spent with Booth at Dragon’s, either working at the shop or hanging with the boys.
Tonight I had my second last drivers education in class lesson. We had another test (which I completely forgot about until like 1am this morning). I hope I did well, and I’m pretty sure I passed…knock on wood. I can’t wait for these in classes to be over. Just one more…then all I need to do is my in cars. Which start May 16th.
I still haven’t heard back yet from the rec group…and I’m not to sure what to say if I do. Apparently, the Program Director that I really liked resigned, effective immediately. Which means I will basically have no one on my side. Which means that the board will push themselves even more in the involvement of everything we’re doing, including scratching our asses and picking our noses. The rec group has gone down hill thanks to the board, and I don’t know if I can handle the amount of stress this job will have, especially now that there will be a new Program Director getting trained. There will be so much shit to deal with and I don’t know if I have the stamina to deal with it…you know? I’m sure old readers remember the thousands of issues I had over the summer (new readers, you can find me bitching and moaning about that job if you go to archives and then click on basically any of the posts from June 07 to August 07) with that job. I don’t want to deal with that again!
So maybe, just maybe…I’ll wait until I get my license, then apply at any number of the local group homes. The pay is just as good…if not better. The job would be less stressful (in the sense that I wouldn’t be worried about the whole organization going under while I’m in the payroll, cause that would be B-A-D!) Or Dragon offered me a job at the tattoo shop…as a receptionist or the part time piercer. Or both. Or maybe I’ll babysit full time for her, since she has two boys with special needs and once the shop opens she’ll be needing a full time babysitter. The boys can’t stay at the shop all day!
Anyways, I’ve got to catch up on some reading…and then go to bed. I’m not feeling well at all. I blame Rockstar Energy drinks and McDonalds, because since I had that I’ve been feeling like ass. No more Rockstar for me, no matter how good and wholesome it tastes. And I don’t care how cheap McDonalds is, NO MORE!
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***Apparently there was an article about teen bloggers in Sugar Magazine. They interviewed me ages ago, and I was really looking forward to reading the article about it but I searched the website and can’t find it. Perhaps they don’t have articles available on the website? That’s probably it. If they did, nobody would buy the magazine…right? Unfortunately for me, Sugar Magazine isn’t available in Canada - or at least not that I’ve seen. So if anybody has a copy of it, could you send it to me by email or something? I really wanna read it! Just email it to oh.sarcastica@gmail.com. Thanks!
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9:40 pm |
Hummmpday
Happy Humpday all! It’s a lovely day because the week is half over! It’s not as warm as it was last week, therefore this week sort of sucks. I’m sick of cold, damp weather! Bring on the heat!
*Sigh* there is so much to do! If I ever find the energy today; I’m going to clean up the kitchen and my bedroom, because both are disgustingly messy. But I’ve been sleeping badly lately and I barely have the energy to blog. I know, scary. I’m also supposed to go down to Kiwi’s brother’s today for a girl’s night of chillage and wine - cheap wine, not the good stuff Booth’s mom got me hammered off 2 weekends ago. I can do cheap wine. Grillz, Kiwi and I are planning on just watching a couple of girly movies and talking about our favourite subject: Dungeons and Dragons. I’m totally kidding, we’ll probably end up talking about guys…because that’s what girls do. Me, not so much. I mostly listen. If they demand my input, I throw in how awesome Booth is - a statement I don’t really need to ever make since it’s very obvious to anyone who’s met him once that he’s awesome.
Anyways, so ya I’m looking forward to that. And to finding out just how much is on my Visa so I can possibly grab some things I want to grab. I need more rings because I love jewelery! Side note to all friends/family reading this blog; if you want to get me a wicked birthday present, get me any kind of wacky lip jewelery and earrings with a 16 gage! (My lip and earrings have the same gage so you can’t go wrong) I’d love you forever! P.S. I like hoops
Sunday is my mom’s birthday, so we’re going to be doing something for that. I can’t say what because she might choose today of all day’s to catch up with my life by reading my blog (she hasn’t for a while but this is how things work out…parents only read when you don’t want them too haha). No more on that though!
So since random subjects are like falling out of my ass (figuratively, not literally) I’d just like to point out that I’m now even more excited about my huge 19th Birthday Bash because I might just get the chance to meet Jessica from So Supercilious! She’s a wicked girl. Don’t believe me? Go read her blog! Anyways, since she lives pretty close to me, I figured it’d be cool to meet up with a fellow blogger. I’m sure she’s ever so excited about being able to watch me trying to drunkenly convince bouncers I’m a princess (why else would I be wearing a fancy tiara from the dollarstore?) and guzzling back drink after drink until I puke. Hey, it doesn’t count unless you puke! You’ve gotta puke on your 19th birthday or it’s all a waste. Perhaps she’ll be kind enough to film it! I can see it now, me standing wobbling on two feet as I say to club bouncers “Do you know who I am? I’m SARCASTICA! Let me in!” Yep, it will surely be an awesome night!
I hope that [if] I get the rec job, I won’t have to go camping on the weekend of the 21st [of June] because that’s when I’m hoping to have my birthday club party. Unfortunately this year my birthday falls on a Sunday, and many people that I know will probably not be able to make it because a lot of people have jobs. We’ll see though! Ideally, you’re supposed to get hammered on your birthday, not the weekend after - but hey, I’m not picky.
Perhaps I’ll cut the club party though and just throw a huge bash at my house. People could bring tents and put their keys in bowl (since driving while under the influence is not cool) and we’ll roast marshmallows and toast me for being awesome. We’ll see though, perhaps I’ll do both! I did miss like 5 years worth of birthday parties that I need to make up for…
Anyways, I’m excited about that. And about getting to go camping with Booth on his family’s property up North! I love camping! I hate bugs though, I don’t freak out like most girls do. Unless it’s a spider. I will jump out of my skin if I see a spider, or if it’s on me at all. Bearded1 discovered this the other night while we were sitting in Booth’s garage. He casually asked me if I liked spiders. I literally dove from my chair into Booth’s arms and started crying and hyperventilating for them to get it off me. It was apparently only the size of the tip of a pin, but I don’t care how big (or small) they are. They freak me right out.
There is actually a tarantula at Dragon’s house…it’s the shop spider. I hate it. I refuse to be in the house alone, because it freaks me right out. I was there the day it escaped from it’s cage and was climbing the wall - I almost had a heart attack. Booth had to get it back in it’s cage, and he hates spiders too. He did a hilarious little freak out dance, which sort of took my mind of the spider. But damn that think gives me the creeps! I kind of am hoping for it to die…or disappear. I keep having nightmares about it! Last night I had a dream it was hiding out in my barn, in the attack position ready to drop on whoever went in there first!
Anywho, I’ve procrastinated long enough on chores and getting ready. I should go do something…anything.
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12:14 pm |
Write It Out
The whole Booth thing yesterday was a misunderstanding and overreaction, just like I knew it would be…I just needed to vent about it. I had gotten little sleep the night before, I was up early and supposed to go to a possible lunch date with Booth and his dad…but I wasn’t even sure if the possible lunch date was a finalized thing, therefore I was very irritated. Writing it out helped calm me down and allowed me to rethink things through rationally. Of course, shit happens…people can’t always call you when they said they would or make it to things they said they would make it to. I know that Booth was upset about not making it to the dinner, and he felt like a jerk for not calling despite having a pretty damn good reason on why he didn’t. So after I told him how I had felt and how I felt now about it, we moved on. Because that’s life, and that’s what we do.
Anyways, yesterday turned out to be a pretty interesting day. Booth and I didn’t end up going out for lunch with his dad because he isn’t coming down until today, so we’ll be doing that today…instead we went over to Dragon’s house and hung out there. We took the boys (Dragon’s kids) to a motorcycle bowl thing to watch one of our friends dirt bike, it was pretty cool. I hope Booth doesn’t get the urge to get a bike…since he’s got an issue with fast driving and doing stupid things (the boy watches WAY to much of those 2 Fast 2 Furious movies). Booth also helped me study for my first test in drivers ed, which I really don’t know how well I did on. I’m HOPING I at least got a 70%, because if I didn’t then I automatically fail the course.
I’m going to start booking my in cars now though! I’m excited to start, but very nervous. I hope my instructor is patient because I really do have a fear of driving. You can’t tell normally until I move my hands from the steering wheel, haha. Ew. Sweating is so gross! But ya, anyways I’m hoping this in car lessons will make me more relaxed and confident while driving - and less sweaty of course.
It’s really hard to stay awake during my in class lessons though, like insanely difficult. I dozed off today while writing down what the instructor was saying, and I snapped back awake to find that I was still attempting to write down what he was saying! How weird is that? I don’t know why I have such trouble staying awake (ok maybe I do: monotone teacher) but it sucks because when I get there, I’m all ready to go and full of energy. Then it like all disappears as soon as I sit down. Plus the room stinks like old piss, and that’s disgusting!
And there is nobody in my class to talk to really. They’re all either insanely younger or insanely older. I find the younger ones annoying, and the older guy is annoying too. There is this one kid that really pisses me off; I guess he’s done the course once before but failed and now he’s constantly throwing in his two sense worth on like everything the instructor has to say (and everyone else for that matter) and I just want to turn around and tell him to shut his mouth. Obviously, the kid failed for a reason. Half the time, his two sense worth is wrong and it just confuses and frustrates everyone. Grr.
So yeah, random rant of the annoying drivers ed kid shall end now and I shall continue on with my merry post about how awesome certain things are.
Like Kraft Russian Salad Dressing. I don’t know if you guys have ever had it, but DAMN is it ever good! While at Wal*Mart the other day, Mom and I spotted it for a dollar seventy-seven in the bigger bottles so we scooped up three because I absolutely adore it! I will drink it, if possible. I’ve already gotten into trouble twice now for eating it without any salad. Just talking about it now makes me crave it yum! It’s awesome with that salad my Granny makes that has cucumbers, onions, hard boiled eggs, and cheese in it! I want some now. Yum!
Anyways, I’m off to Booth’s house.
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7:02 am |
