Hummmpday
Happy Humpday all! It’s a lovely day because the week is half over! It’s not as warm as it was last week, therefore this week sort of sucks. I’m sick of cold, damp weather! Bring on the heat!
*Sigh* there is so much to do! If I ever find the energy today; I’m going to clean up the kitchen and my bedroom, because both are disgustingly messy. But I’ve been sleeping badly lately and I barely have the energy to blog. I know, scary. I’m also supposed to go down to Kiwi’s brother’s today for a girl’s night of chillage and wine - cheap wine, not the good stuff Booth’s mom got me hammered off 2 weekends ago. I can do cheap wine. Grillz, Kiwi and I are planning on just watching a couple of girly movies and talking about our favourite subject: Dungeons and Dragons. I’m totally kidding, we’ll probably end up talking about guys…because that’s what girls do. Me, not so much. I mostly listen. If they demand my input, I throw in how awesome Booth is - a statement I don’t really need to ever make since it’s very obvious to anyone who’s met him once that he’s awesome.
Anyways, so ya I’m looking forward to that. And to finding out just how much is on my Visa so I can possibly grab some things I want to grab. I need more rings because I love jewelery! Side note to all friends/family reading this blog; if you want to get me a wicked birthday present, get me any kind of wacky lip jewelery and earrings with a 16 gage! (My lip and earrings have the same gage so you can’t go wrong) I’d love you forever! P.S. I like hoops 
Sunday is my mom’s birthday, so we’re going to be doing something for that. I can’t say what because she might choose today of all day’s to catch up with my life by reading my blog (she hasn’t for a while but this is how things work out…parents only read when you don’t want them too haha). No more on that though!
So since random subjects are like falling out of my ass (figuratively, not literally) I’d just like to point out that I’m now even more excited about my huge 19th Birthday Bash because I might just get the chance to meet Jessica from So Supercilious! She’s a wicked girl. Don’t believe me? Go read her blog! Anyways, since she lives pretty close to me, I figured it’d be cool to meet up with a fellow blogger. I’m sure she’s ever so excited about being able to watch me trying to drunkenly convince bouncers I’m a princess (why else would I be wearing a fancy tiara from the dollarstore?) and guzzling back drink after drink until I puke. Hey, it doesn’t count unless you puke! You’ve gotta puke on your 19th birthday or it’s all a waste. Perhaps she’ll be kind enough to film it! I can see it now, me standing wobbling on two feet as I say to club bouncers “Do you know who I am? I’m SARCASTICA! Let me in!” Yep, it will surely be an awesome night!
I hope that [if] I get the rec job, I won’t have to go camping on the weekend of the 21st [of June] because that’s when I’m hoping to have my birthday club party. Unfortunately this year my birthday falls on a Sunday, and many people that I know will probably not be able to make it because a lot of people have jobs. We’ll see though! Ideally, you’re supposed to get hammered on your birthday, not the weekend after - but hey, I’m not picky.
Perhaps I’ll cut the club party though and just throw a huge bash at my house. People could bring tents and put their keys in bowl (since driving while under the influence is not cool) and we’ll roast marshmallows and toast me for being awesome. We’ll see though, perhaps I’ll do both! I did miss like 5 years worth of birthday parties that I need to make up for…
Anyways, I’m excited about that. And about getting to go camping with Booth on his family’s property up North! I love camping! I hate bugs though, I don’t freak out like most girls do. Unless it’s a spider. I will jump out of my skin if I see a spider, or if it’s on me at all. Bearded1 discovered this the other night while we were sitting in Booth’s garage. He casually asked me if I liked spiders. I literally dove from my chair into Booth’s arms and started crying and hyperventilating for them to get it off me. It was apparently only the size of the tip of a pin, but I don’t care how big (or small) they are. They freak me right out.
There is actually a tarantula at Dragon’s house…it’s the shop spider. I hate it. I refuse to be in the house alone, because it freaks me right out. I was there the day it escaped from it’s cage and was climbing the wall - I almost had a heart attack. Booth had to get it back in it’s cage, and he hates spiders too. He did a hilarious little freak out dance, which sort of took my mind of the spider. But damn that think gives me the creeps! I kind of am hoping for it to die…or disappear. I keep having nightmares about it! Last night I had a dream it was hiding out in my barn, in the attack position ready to drop on whoever went in there first!
Anywho, I’ve procrastinated long enough on chores and getting ready. I should go do something…anything.
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12:14 pm |
Uncreative Early AM Chatter
Well the interview went just swell, or as swell as it could have gone anyway. I was interviewed by 3 of the board members and not the Program Director (who also is my friend), so I don’t really know how it went. My answers were honest and good - at least in my opinion anyway. My favourite question/answer combo was Why should we hire you? What qualities do you bring to the atmosphere? And I replied with: Because I’m me, I bring my own spark and difference to the job. I care about the members and I’m always up for new things. Pretty witty eh? I think so.
Anyways, I won’t find out for yet another couple of weeks. If I don’t get this job, I’ll just apply at a group home or something part time and consider having a surgery.
But yes, now on to more fun things; I’m going to Booth’s today before drivers ed. We’re going to play X-box and it shall be lots of fun. We haven’t had that X-box competition we said we were going to have forever ago because Booth’s little brother broke their X-box. I think Booth said something about borrowing the hookup jack from Dragon, so we’ll get to play today! He even rented a couple of games for us. I’m just waiting for my dad to finish up stuff in his office now to take me over. Bleh. He made it seem as if he had to be at work for 7am, so it’s 8am now and I’m up and ready and he’s not ready yet?! Men. Pff. They always do this.
Ugh. I’m so not looking forward to drivers ed though. I’m going to definitely have to stalk up on energy drinks, since I slept horribly last night. I didn’t fall asleep until like 3am and here I am awake at 8. That’s definitely only like 6 hours of sleep and I need 8 hours to be perfect throughout the day, even still I have trouble staying awake in that class! It’s so boring! And only because my instructor is monotoned!
Anyways, I’m completely out of things to blog about right now. My head is all fuzzy with sleep! Bah 
I hate uncreative chatter, but whatever!
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6:05 am |
After All
Well its another Monday morning, and I’m sitting at home doing nothing at all because I’m pretty sure my parent’s think I’ve been out far too much lately and I don’t work. Yet anyway. My interview with the rec group is today at 4:30pm, so I’m hoping that goes well. I even took out my bold jewelry and put in small diamonds…because I’m nice like that.
A part of me doesn’t want to get the job…but that part is very tiny. It tells me that working with the rec group is just going to be a gigantic stresser and pain because of the board. The board always manages to cause a lot of trouble for the summer team. But whatever, I need the money and I know the job. Next year I can shoot higher. But for now, I’ll just take this job…if they even offer it to me.
I tried to start booking my in car lessons, but the nearest opening is May 16th! That’s forever away! It’s frustrating because I didn’t think it would take so long just to book the first lesson. Apparently it does. So I have to wait longer now to get my license, and this might affect the offer with the rec group. They want people who can drive. Unfortunately, I can’t drive…yet. So ya. Whoopie do.
Anyways, until the interview I fully intend on doing absolutely nothing but eating pasta (that Booth and I made last night - its so yummy!) and catching up on some reading, which I haven’t done in a while because my stupid computer is stupid and such.
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9:47 am |
Um…ok?
This is insanely irritating…Wordpress is not loading properly and hasn’t for days, so I have avoided posting because it’s just difficult to work with. But I really want/feel the need to update now, so I’m attempting to deal with it (even though the page isn’t loading properly and it’s SO ANNOYING!)
I had a great, action filled weekend. I spent it hanging out with Booth, we watched Rob Zombie’s Halloween (I would link to it but I can’t since the page isn’t loading properly) and that was freaky! Anyways, the more time I spend with him, the more I fall for him. Things with him are great, I love how we can talk about anything and everything. If I get offended or upset about something (which happens often since I’m over sensitive and what not) he listens to me and we talk it out to clear it out. But ya…I really don’t want to bore you all with me gushing about how great Booth is because really that’s no fun, the fun parts are when I’m pissed about something…hardy har har har.
I got a hold of NSN this weekend too, Friday night to be exact. He was drunk, and confessed that he feels bad about not answering my calls or messages…he’s just been “busy” with work and trying to pay for his car. Apparently he got kicked out of school and is now working full time nights at Denny’s…just the life I had predicted he would be living towards the end of our relationship. Anyway, he agreed to pay me back, and today we discussed payment details. He will be paying me half of every paycheck until he’s all paid off, starting next paycheck (two weeks from now). I really think he’s going to pay me back because I could tell he’s unhappy with how he’s acted. Today on the phone he sounded really depressed (and sober). He gave me a shitload of excuses as to why he behaved how he did, but I really can’t remember them nor do I care. I just want my money back so I can get on with my life.
Anyways, that news aside…there have been more things happening in my whirlwind of a life. I called the director of the rec group yesterday, and he finally set me up with an interview; it’s tomorrow. I found it slightly unprofessional that I had to call for an interview, of course they might not have even gotten around to making the calls until this week so who knows. Whatever, I have my spot and I’m happy. I need the money, although the idea of not working was starting to appeal to me. A summer free to do whatever? But I guess the rec group job wouldn’t be so bad. It’s a fun job, at least…despite the board antics.
There is one more thing in my life going on; and that’s drama. People hearing half and nothing of the truth, and making a judgment based on that. It’s irritating to me because I’m not doing anything wrong, and neither is anybody else that this involves. Judging someone before you get to know them for yourself isn’t fair. I’m not a stupid person, I wouldn’t hang out with someone who would get me into trouble or force me to do things I don’t want to do. So I’m not. So don’t worry about it.
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8:01 pm |
Did I Do That?
April 24, 2008 1
Ok so I promise that I wasn’t being a self rightious biotch the other day and purposely not allowing comments…I really didn’t know I had hit “no comments” ha. I will never (purposely) hit “no comments” on one of my posts; feedback is why I blog. What the hell is the point of blogging without getting any damn feedback? Or not allowing it anyway. Might as well just keep an old fashion diary, I always say!
But ya so anyway I fixed it and now you can comment the post from the other day so go do that before you read this one mmkay thanks now I don’t feel like a loser
So guess what folks!! I have kissed my stupid LG Chocolate cell phone goodbye! That stupid thing was definitely not worth what I paid for it, no matter how pretty it looked. It dropped calls all the time, and half the time I didn’t even get calls. Ya, figure that out. Plus it tweaked out like A LOT. And it just sucked. So today Booth took me to the hated Bell store and I bought my new phone: the sexy and suave LG Rumour! Drum roll please! I know it’s made by the same company (Live Good aka LG) but this phone has had nothing but good reviews. And it’s totally wicked fun texting! And the reception is great! And I actually have a memory card this time! The list of amazingness continues on for a while, so ya. That’s what’s new and improved in my world!
I still haven’t heard back from the rec group yet, and to be honest I am getting more then a little ticked off about it. I’ve tried calling several times, and none of my calls could be answered. It’s beginning to make me worry, since I’ve just put a couple hundred on my Visa thanks to this new phone (which I had to have because my old phone broke…when I dropped it. Once - durable the LG Chocolate is not).
Grr. Some people’s kids, they really tick me off.
Anyways, moving on to a happier note; tomorrow is date night with the boy! We are going to watch a couple movies and eat lots of junk food! Technically, tomorrow is our “two months” but we really aren’t celebrating, we’re just having our Friday night date night since Saturday I’m hoping to have a sleepover with the girls!
Well I’m off to catch up on some reading, and upload some photos and such.
P.S. I’m slightly frustrated that ALL of my added nicknames and the people I added recently to my blogroll have disappeared since switching hosting; but I will fix it soon so no worries. Just give me time (and a high speed connection!).
OH AND: I almost forgot to blog about this because it slipped my mind! Booth bought me an adorable black “sun” dress (ya I know, it’s contradicting; how the hell is black a colour of a sun dress?) and it’s totally hawt! I also got cute earrings to go with it! I will post pictures tomorrow, when I try the dress on. Hopefully it’ll be warm enough out for it!
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8:12 pm |
Write It Out
The whole Booth thing yesterday was a misunderstanding and overreaction, just like I knew it would be…I just needed to vent about it. I had gotten little sleep the night before, I was up early and supposed to go to a possible lunch date with Booth and his dad…but I wasn’t even sure if the possible lunch date was a finalized thing, therefore I was very irritated. Writing it out helped calm me down and allowed me to rethink things through rationally. Of course, shit happens…people can’t always call you when they said they would or make it to things they said they would make it to. I know that Booth was upset about not making it to the dinner, and he felt like a jerk for not calling despite having a pretty damn good reason on why he didn’t. So after I told him how I had felt and how I felt now about it, we moved on. Because that’s life, and that’s what we do.
Anyways, yesterday turned out to be a pretty interesting day. Booth and I didn’t end up going out for lunch with his dad because he isn’t coming down until today, so we’ll be doing that today…instead we went over to Dragon’s house and hung out there. We took the boys (Dragon’s kids) to a motorcycle bowl thing to watch one of our friends dirt bike, it was pretty cool. I hope Booth doesn’t get the urge to get a bike…since he’s got an issue with fast driving and doing stupid things (the boy watches WAY to much of those 2 Fast 2 Furious movies). Booth also helped me study for my first test in drivers ed, which I really don’t know how well I did on. I’m HOPING I at least got a 70%, because if I didn’t then I automatically fail the course.
I’m going to start booking my in cars now though! I’m excited to start, but very nervous. I hope my instructor is patient because I really do have a fear of driving. You can’t tell normally until I move my hands from the steering wheel, haha. Ew. Sweating is so gross! But ya, anyways I’m hoping this in car lessons will make me more relaxed and confident while driving - and less sweaty of course.
It’s really hard to stay awake during my in class lessons though, like insanely difficult. I dozed off today while writing down what the instructor was saying, and I snapped back awake to find that I was still attempting to write down what he was saying! How weird is that? I don’t know why I have such trouble staying awake (ok maybe I do: monotone teacher) but it sucks because when I get there, I’m all ready to go and full of energy. Then it like all disappears as soon as I sit down. Plus the room stinks like old piss, and that’s disgusting!
And there is nobody in my class to talk to really. They’re all either insanely younger or insanely older. I find the younger ones annoying, and the older guy is annoying too. There is this one kid that really pisses me off; I guess he’s done the course once before but failed and now he’s constantly throwing in his two sense worth on like everything the instructor has to say (and everyone else for that matter) and I just want to turn around and tell him to shut his mouth. Obviously, the kid failed for a reason. Half the time, his two sense worth is wrong and it just confuses and frustrates everyone. Grr.
So yeah, random rant of the annoying drivers ed kid shall end now and I shall continue on with my merry post about how awesome certain things are.
Like Kraft Russian Salad Dressing. I don’t know if you guys have ever had it, but DAMN is it ever good! While at Wal*Mart the other day, Mom and I spotted it for a dollar seventy-seven in the bigger bottles so we scooped up three because I absolutely adore it! I will drink it, if possible. I’ve already gotten into trouble twice now for eating it without any salad. Just talking about it now makes me crave it yum! It’s awesome with that salad my Granny makes that has cucumbers, onions, hard boiled eggs, and cheese in it! I want some now. Yum!
Anyways, I’m off to Booth’s house.
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7:02 am |
In a fighting mood
I had a crappy sleep, and it’s pretty obvious that this morning I’m in a terrible mood. I have one person to thank for that: the boyfriend. His phone died last night, so he told me (from Dragon’s phone) that he would call me when he got in around midnight and plugged in his phone. So stupid me waited up til midnight, seeing no point in going to sleep if he was just going to call me and wake me up.
Did he call? Nope. Now it’s bright and effing early and I’m up and dressed because he mentioned there was a possibility his dad was coming down for lunch today, and he said he wanted me to go. I don’t know for sure though because he never called me back to confirm. I don’t know if he’s even at home or if he stayed at Dragon’s, because he didn’t call. So he effed up my sleeping pattern, and I’m waiting for my dad now and still have no idea if I should go. Because he didn’t call.
I’m also annoyed at him for missing B1’s birthday dinner. Of course, he had a good explanation for not being able to attend it - he was busy meeting possible landlords with Dragon because they want to move the tattoo/piercing shop out of the house and into a store. So the only time they could meet with the possible landlords was around the time I could have picked him up. I get that, I understand that. I still was (and am) disappointed. My stupid brain associates that with the fact that NSN always missed family functions towards the end of our relationship, because he had lost interest in me and no longer saw a point in going. He’d have to act for them and not only me. I know that NSN and Booth are completely different people, but the brain is weird like that…it relates new experiences to old experiences. It categories things. This was categories into a bad thing, because my other sister’s boyfriends never miss family dinners…even if they are completely random and last minute like this one was.
But ya, anyway today’s issue is that I don’t know what I’m doing because Booth didn’t have the mind to call me when he said he did, I don’t know if he forgot that we had possible plans that needed to be finalized, or if he forgot that every time he tells me he’ll call at a certain time, I wait up because he’s usually pretty good about it. So sleeping schedule is ruined, I’m in a bad mood and I don’t know what’s going on today. I’m thinking I’ll have to call Dragon’s house to see if he’s there…and I don’t want to cause I don’t want to wake up the kids. I think they normally get up pretty early but I don’t want to push something like that.
And I shouldn’t have to, because Booth should have called me when he said he would; especially when we had possible plans that needed to be discussed.
Anyways, I was hoping for an upbeat post today but I’m really not in the mood to fake a smile. In fact, I feel like slapping someone or something.
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5:11 am |
In The Long Run
I am seriously enjoying this warm weather! Even though I have allergies, I love it! Winter was FAR to long for my liking, I would prefer snow for just and only December and January. That’s even pushing it! But anyways, I’m sure I am not the only person in Canada who is thankful for this warm weather.
Today is B1’s birthday; she’s 20. I can’t believe how old we are all getting! This year, B2 will be 16, I will be 19, and McPout will be 28! It seems like just yesterday we were all kids! Without worries and frustrations, just soaking up the sun of another summer! Now we worry about jobs, friends, boyfriends, family issues etc. We’re growing up. It’s kind of scary. I miss the carefree days! I miss not having to worry about money and just worrying about if I’d be allowed to play outside if I hadn’t finished my dinner yet. So yeah, Happy Birthday B1, hope you get lots of goods and enjoy your day!
Today I’ve got a lot of crap to do. I really need to clean my room, cause it’s insanely messy. I also have to clean the kitchen and tidy up the computer room because we’re having a dinner for B1 tonight; and all the boyfriends are coming.
So ya, I’ll get on that. I promise I’ll be more creative tomorrow
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9:52 am |
Well Then!
Ok everyone, the post below this one is a private post, but if you email me and ask me nicely for the password I just might give it to you! Only one way to find out right, so email me (oh.sarcastica@gmail.com)!
Anyways, I had one hell of an amazing weekend! I spent it all hanging out with Booth and his family. Saturday night, we watched the UFC fight and Booth’s mom got me completely sloshed with her wine. She kept telling me to get more and more classes, to the point where it was almost as bad as Christmas! I was puking my guts out all night practically, in this giant bucket Booth found for me. Poor guy, he had to take care of me and it was not pleasant or easy. Apparently I was yammering on and on about crazy things, like demanding my hairband that was in the wash and asking if it was full. Or something, I don’t even remember. Lesson learned; no more wine for Sarcastica. Ever. I swear this time, because that was BRUTAL!
Today, I hung around at Dragon’s house with Booth, and hung out with the boys (her sons). It was a pretty chillaxing day, for the most part! I must be allergic to something in the gardens though because ever since Saturday I’ve been sneezing and stuffed up - only it doesn’t feel like a cold. It feels…like allergies. Although I’ve never had allergies really before. Wicked though.
I still haven’t heard back from the rec group, and I’m getting anxious. I think it’s rude for them to not be making calls, I’m literally going crazy with anticipation and worry. Although if I don’t get the job, I might just take the summer off and get some much needed surgeries done (even though I really need the money for school). Dragon was talking to me about how I really shouldn’t keep putting them off, because I know that I do need them…I just don’t feel like I have the time to get them. Especially my ankles. I’ve been told by doctors and phiso(sp?) therapists that my ankles will eventually collapse because they aren’t in alignment with my knees. They are both slightly turned to face outwards, so that when I stand with my knees straight my feet aren’t straight. Anyways, apparently that could be a big problem, especially when I’m older and wanting to have kids and such.
But I really don’t have the time, but we’ll see. I just don’t want to put it off too long in case something bad happens, like back in grade eight when I almost lost all the moment in my leg because a bone tumor was pressing on the nerves. The pressure almost caused a lot of nerve damage…almost. Anyways, ya…no repeats of that thank you!
P.S. I have to approve all comments now, and sometimes I don’t realize there is a comment so ya don’t get mad at me cause I’m techie-tarded eh? Just hang in there, eventually I’ll figure out this new Wordpress thing!
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