November is Dragging On
November 27, 2007
This feels like the longest month of my life. It’s been both a sucky month and an amazing month. I’ve had my heart both broken and then repaired again (maybe not fully, but enough) with the knowledge that I am better off. I know that I deserve a hell of a lot better than what I was getting, and I will get that; but I’m comfortable in knowing that I don’t need that right now.
Right now, I need to treat myself good. Right now, I have to focus on school and work and friends. I need to start enjoying school more (which will happen after the break; this week I have group assignments falling out of my ass and I hate group assignments).
I had a meeting yesterday with my house manager. Apparently my co-workers think that I’m doing an amazing job; I’m connecting with everybody and taking initiative, so that was nice to hear. The only person who seems to have a problem with my work ethic is HCW, who bitches about everything - but I don’t care what he says, he’s just a dick and I definitely don’t have a crush on him anymore.
Sure, I still think he’s hot and nice to look at, but there is definitely not anything there. We had a snowball fight after work yesterday (which I lost…by a landslide) and I didn’t feel any kind of spark or connection with him. Just cold ice being shoved down my shirt - not on purpose, he was aiming at my face…trying to make me eat snow. So the crush has officially died.
I don’t think any guys are going to be sparking my interest for a while, and I’m fine with that. Gives me more time for myself and my friends.
November 27th, 2007 at 9:54 pm
< ![CDATA[Being on your own and making time for you is good.]]>
November 27th, 2007 at 11:22 pm
< ![CDATA[Just having someone nice to look at for a while without anything further sounds like it could be the perfect thing for you.]]>
November 28th, 2007 at 9:33 am
< ![CDATA[What's better than a girl who can stand on her own two feet, who can Love & be Loved, but not die if she is alone, who can Take Care of Business no matter what?]]>
November 28th, 2007 at 11:06 am
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Kylah; I agree! It is the perfect thing for me right now; I don’t feel like dating haha!
WildBill; true say!]]>
November 28th, 2007 at 6:06 pm
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