Another Worthless Post
August 7, 2006
Lately that’s all I’ve been posting - topics without a meaning or a purpose. But I don’t care anymore. I can’t talk about this to any of my friends because they either tell me what I don’t wanna hear. Lately Kyla has been the worst person to go to for advice, I still love her and all but her advice [had I been stupid enough to follow it] could destory a very important relationship and get me grounded.
I was supposed to go with her and Adam up to Adam’s cottage, but I couldn’t leave B2 home alone (turns out that B2 didn’t need me…she was at a friends for the entire weekend). Kyla kept telling me to just go anyway, and not tell my parents.
Plus there was the whole “advice” on Skid Head, after I got mad at him. She told me to cheat on him and go out with some other guy that’s interested in me. It’s possible that she isn’t being serious but still.
So I’m trying to resist the urge to talk to him, or ask him to hang out. I figure that if he wanted to talk to me he’d call me, or if he wanted to see me he’d ask me to hang out. I’d have no problem with this plan if I actually had something to fill the void of time I either spend with him or talking to him. I’m really glad I’ll be spending the day at the zoo tomorrow with SYG, my thoughts won’t be on him for once (I hope).
And then the next day is weeklong camp orientation!! I can’t wait for the weeklong! I’m so excited! The only downer parts cramping my happy high about it are the fact that there is huge mother fucking spiders the size of my face there, and I’m afraid of spiders. Miss High & Mighty will also be there, I hate her almost as much as I hate those spiders. And I won’t be able to talk to Skid Head for like a week and a half. That’s torture, haha. I know it’s stupid but it’s still the beginning of our relationship and it’s still in that “honeymoon” stage or whatever it’s called.
And in other news, the guy who likes me and who has been repeatedly asking me to dump Skid Head for him (which I wouldn’t) now wants to meet Robyn. He says he’s sick of being alone and he wants to meet her. I’m hoping it’s not an attempt to get closer to me cause that would be creepy but I’ve agreed to double with him and Robyn. Jacob’s hot, but he isn’t the sharpest tool in the shed. And Robyn’s really smart, so I doubt she’ll hold interest in him for long.
But we’ll see how all this goes. Especially my plan of not paying too much attention to Skid Head, although when it comes to self control - I clearly lack it.
Edit 29/04/2007: I find it ironic that in the end, I ended up following Kyla’s silly advice on cheating on Skid Head and breaking up with him. I couldn’t resist pointing that out.
