Well…That’s Good
May 21, 2006
As many people foresaw, JD and I have worked things over…I think lol. I truly didn’t want to fight, I was sick of fighting so I decided to follow David’s advice and try to work things out, because I truly do value JD’s friendship. I know I said a lot of stupid things, but I was upset and angry. Mix that in with a few hours to think about things and time alone to take out frustrations by typing it all out on a blog and that spells disaster.
Anyway, so far my weekend has been eventless. I am trying to clean my room and what not so that chore is out of the way for next week. I’m not really looking forward to going into the hospital again, but when do I? Time off is always nice, but I think I’ve had enough time off from school. Besides, time off isn’t too fun when you’re stuck in one place for long periods of time. I hope by the time I come home the pool will be open though, or at least by the time I’m able to actually swim.
If I heal quickly, I hope to throw a huge pool party this summer. These past few years I’ve missed my birthday party, because I’ve wanted to have it sometime in August so it will be nice and hot out. Maybe this year, my dad will let me have tons of people over. I want to have a pool party/ camp out in my back yard. Of course, many people won’t want to go if there isn’t going to be alcohol included. My parent’s would never go for that, I can see where they’re coming from though. If I had a drinking party then all the people that drank on our property would be their responsiblity, and if anything happened to them then my parent’s could get into a lot of trouble. But I think a pool party/ camp out would be a lot of fun, even without alcohol. I don’t need alcohol to have fun, but a party isn’t cool without it. My other choice would be asking Shannon if I could have a party at her house, or possibly one at Kyla’s. Kyla has a pool and a backyard, we could sort of do the camp out pool party thing.
I’d want to invite everyone though, well everyone I liked that is haha. I like a lot of people, so I wouldn’t be lacking in that department. My mom still doesn’t like Jess L, although I’ve tried to redeem her in my mother’s eyes. It sort of worked, my mom smiled when she saw the comment Jess L made on my myspace after I went into the hospital. It’s kind of funny how family gets involved with petty fights between people, my family seems to be able to hold a grudge longer then I can. If I can put things behind me and let the past stay in the past, why can’t they? Even my granny does it, she’s always disliked one of Kathrynn’s friends because of the several fights they got in to - and still get in to. Luckily my granny doesn’t know about any fights of me and my friends, the wrath of granny isn’t a pretty thing to see.
Neither is the wrath of my mother, which is why I try to keep things to myself. However, some of my sisters let things slide if I confide in them. My sisters, especially Kathrynn, always find out if I’m in any disagreements with my friends. I guess it’s harder to keep things from her because we go to the same school, and some of my friends are friends with some of her friends. Plus, Kate can always tell if I’m upset or lying about something. It’s weird, sometimes I think that she has no idea what’s going on in my head, and other times I can’t get her out of it. We were so close when we were little, I guess she still knows how to read me, she probably just chooses not to for the most part.
May 21st, 2006 at 7:34 pm
I’m glad you worked things out with JD sometimes we all just need some fuming time you guys are great friends and both should try to always be there and be great friends to one another well i wish you guys the best of luck byes xoxox
May 22nd, 2006 at 12:12 pm
The fastest way to piss me off is to hurt, or threaten to hurt, my children. I’m sure your parents are the same way. We don’t like it when someone hurts one of our babies.
My eldest daughter’s best friend gave in to peer pressure and turned her back on my daughter for a while earlier this year, which, of course, broke my daughter’s heart. It really wasn’t a big deal, and they’ve patched things up, but I’m still reluctant to let my daughter play with her.
May 22nd, 2006 at 12:16 pm
BTW, let this be a lesson for when you get married.
Be careful what you tell your parents about the disagreements/fights/problems you have with your husband; they won’t forgive him anywhere NEAR as fast as you will for the same reason:
“You hurt my little girl, you must die!”
I’m not kidding.